I caught myself thinking about him again. But more than ever. Should I stop and get over him? Or what? I want to but don’t want to. Going to the batting cages with Melane, Julia, and Chelsea today!!!! Okay Sunday….

Day 11/365

Today December 18. The night before I was lost and confused thinking about him, and I wake up the same way. I can’t start without getting all the facts, but it’s too late now. My grandpa gave me $50 for my Christmas present! LOLOLOL

Day 10/365

TODAY DECEMBER 17 was a great day. I fucking loved it. I found out things I’ve been trying to find out about my cutie for the longest time. And this Mistletoe? Today on the bus it worked on 4 girls hahaha! Makayla, Kahla, Ally, and Jenny!!

It’s now winter break. It’s gonna be hard not being able to see my cutie for 2 weeks. I’ll try and handle….

Day 9/365

Today. I can say is a day I can add to the list greatest days of my life. What I did…

Take that pic in 4th period.

Even though I didn’t see my cutie, still good.

Make musibis for lunch.

Sing in front of my flight commander Sheila Cruz. And to other people including SMITH! She’s hella good.

Tell Rhavin a confession I felt got us closer.

Got closer to the ROTC people felt as if that’s the greatest thing….

Make more friends and more friends mean more hugs….

Memorable :)<3

Dear Claudia Jasmine Guzman, You were crazy. I can’t believe you tanked that Malibu mix in 2nd period. Haha especially Me and Paola having some, and in uniform too!!! We hella bad. Oh well haha, at least that got me and her closer. Me, you, Paola, and Lena, I won’t forget that. Then after school doing PB&J athon. It was fun. Especially Anna hugged me for the first time in forever. Then after I heard you got caught in 6th period my heart literally dropped, I even told you I hope you don’t get kicked out of the magnet program. It’s probably too late now. Well if you do, it was nice having you. I’ll miss you……

December 14! Today was too much, so stressed out, they’re such asses in 5th period ugh GTFO. Forgot my phone on the bus, hopefully Makayla is holding it so I can grab it tomorrow. Um what else? I’ll pray so it can get better…..

Day 6/365

Today, Monday, December 13, 2010 was just great. Haha, I’m kinda stressing out about school still. Um these niggas be playing ninja, that’s some of my ROTC friends haha, they so stupid. Um yeah, today was pretty chill and I got me some homework….

Day 5/365

Today Saturday, December 12 was my cousin Elisa’s birthday and party! The food was hella good and I couldn’t stop eating like the fatass I am. That’s me and Melanie! (@smallz808) taking a pic with her camera. Shit Brad, you’re suppose to be learning the Air Force song first verse! The KHAS meeting is tomorrow! here…

Off we go into the wile blue yonder

Climbing high into the sun

Here they come zooming to meet our thunder

At’em boys giv’er the gun

Down we dive spouting our flame from under

 Off we one helluva roar

We live in fame or go down in flame

Nothing’ll stop the US Air Force!

Day 4/365

Today, Saturday December, 11 2010 is the day I figured out that this year for the holidays I’ve been ruining my Christmas presents.  A couple days before my aunty told me she bought a pillow pet and said, “Do you want this?” That’s when I put a big smile of my face and say, “Yeah!”. Then today this orginization called Angel Tree that gives out free toys/clothes for kids who aren’t able to get any gave me some toys, because my uncle signed me up for it. Once I got the wrapping I immediately ripped it up and I got some sweat pants, I was so happy because sweat pants are amazing to me. I opened the present because normally if it was something I didn’t like then I could’ve just gave it to my ROTC class that accepts toys for Toys for Tots. Which is the same as Angel tree but way better. I got two gifts from Angel Tree, the sweats and the board game LIFE. I’m gonna give my class the board game….

Day 3/365

Yesterday, Friday December 10, 2010. We had an assembly and before that school was okay, but after the assembly I was so fucking upset. My friend wanted me to stay after school so I did, I was debating if i should go home but I didn’t want to regret it. So I stayed, but after that it was so boring. Damn, I should’ve just went home and go on Tumblr. Oh well hanging with my friends was still fun haha Yvonne, Sydney, Teanna, and Erica. It was kinda fun I guess…..